A place inside where I can go outside and play.
I'm unsure of the coming months,
but I will let you know when I know and how I feel about-
And now I understand where I stand and how you feel about me.
Not to be confused with ascension.
Am i still hanging around, am I just plummeting down in lower planes of life?
Like a rope wrapped 'round my neck,
I struggled for eternal breath but only found impermanence.
I guess I'll dangle my feet and see how it feels not to breathe.
Virtuoso of the Logos, playing tricks on the abyss.
I am I am I am
Blurring the lines of temporal illusion.
Suffocate in total clarity
of anxious, obnoxious
awareness forming ominous warnings;
am I destined for an early death or is it all in my head?
The end begins again.
But in this moment I'll be happy,
I am doing fine.
I'll be patient, I'll stay focused, I won't lose my mind.
To marble ceilings and ten foot tapestries.
I just felt like
I should say something
but my voice it shakes, and I'm hoarse from screaming,
and the walls are melting and I don't know time.
So when the branches break,
and we start falling.
There's no stopping the crash now.
I'm trying to find things that don't exist in my head,
and when I am certain I've found them-ignorance;
that I designed.
Hey, I have no idea what to say.
So i dissipate from the all too created.
And i'd be there or I'd be here,
but I'd still be so wrong about you, Heisenberg.